I thought I had updated this blog a long time ago, but guess I didn't.
So an update:
Cowboy the day after I wrote the last blog disappeared and never spoke to me again. It was odd. I texted him twice and never got a reply back. I'm not the type of girl to bother people. If you want to text me, then you will if not, I'm not even going to bother trying. So I still am not sure why things happened the way they did, but that's ok. Not really interested in dealing with a guy that didn't really want to be around.
As for Guy? Well, since the last post we decided to commit to each other and things really started going fantastic. It's been 5 months now and things have only gotten better in our relationship. He seems happy which is one of my wishes for him and I am happy, well as happy as depression will let you be. We just recently went on a 4 day trip and really had fun. We are finally getting comfortable with each other and it shows. Finally feels like a real relationship that I have really wanted.
Ex is completely out of my life now, his choice. On July 4th, Guy and I had to stop into a local grocery store on the way to a festival he was helping out at. This store just happened to be the store that Ex worked at. So before we drove there I texted EX to be kind and and make sure he wasn't working. If he was we would have went to the store that was 5 miles the opposite direction that we were going (and we were pushed for time). Ex FLIPPED OUT on me over text. I mean just went off. We had agreed not to bring each others SO's around each other but he brought his GF to MY HOUSE to grab stuff that he had left behind. I really didn't care, I was happy he was moving on and was happy, but for me to do something like run into the store for 5 mins with Guy was the biggest sin ever and after that out side of me wishing him a Happy Birthday and him wishing me a Happy Birthday, not a peep. It's kind of odd walking into his work (closest store and cheapest store so I shop there still) and having his work pals give me dirty looks while I shop.
So yeah, things are looking well for once. Now if I can only get out of debt, have healthy dogs, and find a better car I would be even happier!
